It has struck me again, spreading its territory around my mouth without any mercy. It is now obvious, obvious to the glare and stare of others. I cannot stop biting my lips as a cover-up when I am facing someone or walking past anyone around campus. Lord, I am scared and all the bad memories are flooding back into my head again. I am adamant to not let that happen again. 2008 trauma has gone, and will NEVER come again. So, I need You, Lord. Be with me. Heal me completely. Destroy every bit of this vitiligo in my body. I have been taking meladinine and other vitamins daily. In addition, I am now applying protopic on the white spots too. Lord, please activate my skin cells and correct my immune system so that this vitiligo is defeated, once and for all.
I told my parents about the recurrence of it, and I know how anxious and worried they are now. I'm truly sorry, Lord, for being such a bad child, to allow them to worry again. Tears are welling around my eyes right now, as I am afraid, I really am. I pray to You, Lord, fervently now, that You will forgive me for my sins, and my past. Strengthen me in my faith in You, that I will listen and act in accordance to Your commands. So that, I can receive Your healing over this disease. I know Lord, about Your Almighty power, about Your grace and mercy, so, I beg You, Lord, to bless and heal me now, as You have done in the past to the blind, mute and deaf. Heal me now, Lord not because I deserve it, but because You love me so.
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